I’m like an over-grown baby since my surgery:

I sleep all day and stay up all night.
My mommy feeds me.
She gives me showers.
She sings me lullabies when I wake up crying in the middle of the night.
I drink from a sippy cup so I can drink laying down.
Nurses come and take care of me all night.
I have to walk holding someone’s hand.
I have people come visit and make googly eyes at me.
I have to wait for someone to take me out of bed.
I wear pjs all day :)
I am helpless.

It’s showed me what a strong woman my mother is for being by my side for every second of the last 5 days. I can only hope to be half as amazing as her someday

Fuck. You.

It’s not like you promised me anything. Every single day for the past week. While I sit all day hoping you’ll finally come see me. And you tell me you will. And then you never do.

I’m really sad I missed step-up day this week :(

I wanted a senior crown ;(